Brian Pescador Journal # 1 - eBook - Wed Apr 8, 2026 @ The Start - Digital Download File

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Brian Pescador

Journal # 1 

Edited By Brian Pescador 

Copyright 2026

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Wed Apr 8, 2026

Journal 

@ The Start 

I’m journaling for the first time really since college.  I’m excited to be doing this.  I feel that I have a creative block with my Art and with Photography.  I want to get unstuck and flow with my Art. I don’t like how I feel not feeling creative. I feel depressed when I don’t draw.  I feel that I lost my passion for photography.  I’m proud of myself for working on my T-shirt shop.  I feel lost with My Shop. I hope that by starting to write again I will feel better.  I have come a long way with my mental health too.

I hope to get balanced with my medicine this summer.  Doing my shop has given me purpose. Drawing makes me so happy.

I love taking pictures too. I just don’t like to see them on my Instagram feed. I put up photos and then I take them down.

I also love to cook and bake. I love to play with my dogs too. I don’t know how to get unstuck with drawing and photo. It feels good to get this out. 

I love my friends, and Pau and Mama too. They support me with love and are there for me.

I feel that I’m over weight too. I want to work on that. It’s not my fault my medicine makes me put on weight. I love to pace back and forth too.

 If there is one thing that I can do to feel better with drawing is to set up a table and draw a dog. 

Just one dog. I will do it after I journal. It could be fun. I’m going to drink a glass of chocolate milk before I do this. I will also put on some Jazz music as I am drawing the dog.

Thank you so much,

- Brian 

PS

I am a talented Artist and Photographer. I am talented. I am going to start to Journal and write affirmations and read them.

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